It happened to be that I got one of those strange medical problems that you hear about but you think that it will never happen to you. I am in the ongoing process of having lost hearing in my left ear:
I will never forget the haunting day that it happened; I was standing in front of a classroom of about 35 Middle School students. I was giving a lecture to one of my AVID classes (I’m a teacher.) Suddenly, I heard a swoosh of what sounded like mucus block my left ear and everything went quiet. I could hear the students chatting to each other on my right side, but I could no longer hear on my left.
I went to the doctor the next day due to pain that developed in my ear. He told me that I had “one of the worst ear infections he had ever seen,” and put me on antibiotics. The antibiotics worked, but my ear still felt like it needed to pop and my hearing remained super muffled.
One week later, I woke up super dizzy. I had been dizzy for a few weeks (I had tripped over kid’s backpacks at school) but this was different. Stupidly, I didn’t want to call a sub, so I drove my car to school. I starting walking across the parking lot, but everything around me was spinning in such a violent manner that I couldn’t stand up and walk. I collapsed somewhere near the band room and started vomiting. The school nurse had to come get my in a wheelchair, and I was taken to Urgent care.
The Asian doctor at Urgent care told me I had Labyrinthitis and assured me that this was very normal (even his mother had it last week!) He told me to take dramamine, and it would go away on it’s own.
The next day, I still felt the earth spinning and was violently ill, so I went to my regular GP doctor. She said she agreed with the Urgent care doc. but gave me several more drugs to put me out for several days b/c my vertigo was so bad (I couldn’t even watch TV without throwing up). Sadly, she did not give me a hearing test and sent me on my way saying that “a ENT doctor will not want to see me for 2 months b/c this is so common and it will go away on its own”. This mis-information will haunt me for the rest of my life.
Of course, my whole family believed the two PAMF doctors and I just tried to wait it out without seeing an Ear doctor. Yes, the dizziness and vertigo went away in a few weeks, but my ear still felt plugged. I called both doctors who had treated me and told them that my hearing had not come back. My GP told me that I could see a ENT but it wouldn’t really matter. At this point, 4 weeks later, I was worried and made an appointment with an ENT anyway.
Five weeks later, I finally saw an ENT and expected that he would be able to drain or pop my ear somehow. However, after many hearing tests and an audiogram…I had made a big mistake listening to my GP and not coming in. I had a 30% chance of gaining back my hearing and I would be taking oral steroids to see what could be saved. I fainted right there in the chair.
I was so upset and disturbed that the doctor recommended anti-anxiety meds and counseling at the clinic. I came home and cried and cried like I had never before. I sobbed into my husbands arms for hours. I had been dealing with this “stuffed ear” (now I know it’s hearing loss) for weeks. It affects my quality of life in such a negative way (balance/ringing that never stops/depression and other side effects…) I just couldn’t imagine life like this… forever.
This type of hearing loss is a “Medical EMERGENCY” and I should have seen an ENT right away. My ear was not “full” or “stuffy,” it just felt like that because my hearing my gone in the left ear. So, I started to get very proactive, took the predinsone and went to a new highly regarded private Ear doctor.
At first, the oral steroids helped me a bit according to hearing tests, but the next office visit showed no improvement. Thus, I urged him myself to inject my middle ear with the steroids with a needle into the eardrum. I had read that this would feel like acid eating away at my ear, and would be one of the most painful things I’ve ever felt, but it really didn’t hurt very much. I was actually wishing it to be painful (no pain = no gain, right).
Five injections later, one every 4 or 5 days, the doctor and I are seeing small increases in hearing gain. The mid-level tones are gaining faster and the high pitches and low pitches are moving slightly. We do not know if it is the injections, the Hyperbaric treatment, the supplements, the prayer, or a combination. Likewise, it could just be that the passage of time has been bringing my hearing back; we’ll never know. If the latter is the case, we will have wasted thousands (insurance does not cover any of this, sadly).
Luckily, I have seen maybe a 20 DB improvement overall thus far. I went from almost deaf in one ear to “severe,” to now a “serviceable” level. The high pitches are still down at 80 or 90. Likewise, the lows are at 80 or 70, a bit better. Thankfully the mid-tones are creeping up into the 40 and 30 range. (20 is normal.)
Now, I can tell what direction to look when someone talks in a crowded room. The ringing is better as well. I no longer hear ‘Alien and Sci-Fi’ creepy loud phantom sounds that would keep my up at night and awake me early in the morning and make me cry. However, the ringing is still there but it usually sounds like a computer fan. On good days, it sounds like the quiet hum of the fridge. It is certainly tied to stress and anxiety, so I have to keep my stress under control. Alas, it never goes away. It is always there.
Overall, I am thankful for what I have gotten back and consider it a miracle and a blessing from God.